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a southerner on southern hockey

Picture this: you’re walking up and there’s this drift of southern flowers on the breeze. It’s mixing with the tailgate smoke, the smell of hot dogs, the sounds of hockey sticks on pavement and kids laughing. The sky is so blue and it’s so hot that your jersey is tucked under your arm because there’s no way to walk from your spot at the end of the parking lot without being completely drenched by the time you hit the doors. Ladies, if you are like me and you like dressing up for these things, invest in a good setting spray or a powder because it will melt before you make it to the metal detectors. I cannot stress this enough. This is not a joke. 

If you look to the right as you’re walking up from my usual spot, there’s Carter-Finley Stadium. My alma mater. And sometimes I still hear that student section calling to me like some kind of Wolfpack Green Goblin mask when I’m walking past it on the way to a game. It’s only April right now. If the Canes go all the way, it might be pushing 100 degrees during the Cup Finals. And there is something I cannot explain about watching hockey in a place like this. The heat and the ice and the noise and the Carolina sky. The way the south smells in the spring. It’s sort of magic.

I love this city. I love hockey in this city. I love the slightly absurd joy of being a hockey fan in North Carolina, which is something I did not expect to feel this deeply when I got here and now cannot imagine being without.

Southern hockey is an easy thing to laugh about online. Easy to poke fun at. Easy to write off. The jokes write themselves and people have been making them for as long as the league has had franchises below the Mason-Dixon line. No ice culture. No hockey tradition. Fans who don’t really know the game. Bandwagon crowds who will disappear when the team stops winning. You’ve heard it. If you’re a Canes fan you’ve heard it so many times that it has become a kind of background noise, like a hum you stop noticing until someone points it out and then suddenly it’s all you can hear again.

And I get it, kind of. I understand the logic, even if I think the logic is wrong. Hockey grew up in cold places. It grew up on frozen ponds and outdoor rinks and winter mornings where the ice was already there and all you needed was a stick. It has a culture, or it did, and that culture did not historically include North Carolina.

The sport arrived here from somewhere else, unexpected, a little out of place, and then somehow it stayed and put down roots and became something that belongs here even if nobody planned for it.

The Carolina Hurricanes have existed since 1997. Before that they were the Hartford Whalers, which is its own complicated story I will not get into today out of respect for the Connecticut readers. They came to Raleigh and people were not entirely sure what to do with them. And when it came time to pick a name for this new southern team, owner Peter Karmanos just looked at where he had landed. Hurricanes Bertha and Fran had both hit North Carolina in 1996, and the powerful storms were fresh on everyone’s mind. So he named his hockey team after them. After the storms that roll in from the Atlantic and reshape everything in their path and then pass, leaving the air clean and the sky that specific shade of blue that people who have never seen cannot quite picture.

Something happened after they got here, slowly and then all at once. People started showing up. Then more people started showing up. The team got good, genuinely good, and the building got loud, and the tailgates got longer, and they won a Stanley Cup in 2006, and now we are here. Playoffs. 

Here is the thing about southern hockey fans that I think gets missed entirely in the conversation: we chose this. Nobody handed us this sport. There is no grandfather who took us to our first game as a rite of passage, no city identity built around hockey the way it is in Montreal or Minnesota, no generational memory of a dynasty to fall back on. The people who love the Hurricanes found hockey on purpose. They walked into that building, or caught a game on TV, or their kid started skating, or they moved here from somewhere cold and couldn’t let it go, and something clicked and they claimed it. That kind of fandom is not lesser. If anything it costs more, because you are loving something that half the league has already decided you’re not allowed to love correctly.

And every spring, when the playoffs come and the arena gets loud and the tailgates stretch across the parking lot and the flowers are blooming and it is 85 degrees at puck drop, I think about how strange and wonderful it is that hockey ended up here. In the south. In the heat. Next to a football stadium that in a few months will be louder than anything you’ve ever heard in your life, full of people who are equally as intense about an entirely different sport, because that is just what it is to live in a sports city in North Carolina. We contain multitudes. We also contain a lot of tailgates.

My dissertation research is about injury and masculinity culture in professional hockey. I spend a lot of time thinking analytically about this sport, about what it means, about what it costs people, about the systems and cultures that hold it together and sometimes grind people up inside them. And even with all of that, even knowing what I know, I still get a little overwhelmed walking up to that arena in May when the sky is that particular shade of Carolina blue and there are kids in Canes jerseys running around in the heat and giggling.

That’s what nearly thirty years of a franchise does to a place. It stops being a novelty and starts being part of the texture of the city. And the people who laughed about it, who still laugh about it, who will keep laughing about it right up until the moment the Hurricanes are winning play off games again, those people have never stood in that parking lot in the heat and felt what it feels like to belong to something like this.

Named after a storm. Built in a place people said it couldn’t work. Still here.

Southern hockey is real. And if you need me I will be in the parking lot, jersey under my arm, completely melting, watching the Wolfpack stadium out of the corner of my eye and feeling, for the millionth time, incredibly lucky to be here.

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